Little time on my own.

As a little with a LDR (Long distance relationship) Getting my self out of my little space can be quite a problem. It's nice to have a daddy there to help you, but its not always possible even considering all the technology we can get our hands onto. My big cant always Skype me or message me as we are on two completely different time zones, and it sucks I hate not saying goodnight before I go to bed or talking to him when I wake. I spend part of the day that I'm awake knowing my daddy is fast asleep, that means I also have to make choices my daddy would like without asking him all the time. How I eat, When do I clean, Do I exercise, Is this a good idea?.. These are all things I know I will face time to time when my daddy isn't awake and able to answer these questions for me. The think I find hardest with my daddy sleeping is when I jump into my little space, Sometimes it happens to me out of the blue where I just feel... well little. The first think I wanna do is be with my daddy, I know hes always there and a call away If i really needed him that bad but I don't wanna wake him when he has a long day at work ahead of him. I love my daddy and I don't want to change him, or lose him, IT is still a struggle when you want to look for him to guide you on some things... You know he cant for good reason.

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